Teenage regrets of attempting something unintentionally

As a teenager, every person does some silly things which either become memories or a regret. Here is a confession by a woman who is guilty of doing a very bad thing at the age of 16.

As a teenager, every person does some silly things which either become memories or a regret. Here is a confession by a woman who is guilty of doing a very bad thing at the age of 16.

She said it was her first relationship and she was constantly trying to please her boyfriend in every possible way. 

However, she has a guilt of not satisfying partner while experimenting with intense things. It was basically like she is someone who enjoys receiving sexual pleasure but can not give that to someone.

In other words, she is a pillow princess. It is not that she is such a person by choice. She tried her best to satisfy her partner but failed.

One day, she and her partner were experimenting with more intense things. She was again trying every possible thing to satisfy his man. 

While she was attempting, her man told her to not to do a thing or to go to a specific area. Even she agreed to it.

But by the time she was trying to do romantic stuff, she did not even realize when she went to the place she was told not to go.

There was no idea with her what happened, something was really wrong and she did not even realize what she  had done until he confronted her later about the thing.

Even, she never wanted to hurt him. However, she did not get it when she went out of all senses. She said she even forgot that he had told him to not do such a thing.

For this, she is regretting why she did this. She even quoted this, “I have no idea how or why I forgot something so important and it’s killing me.” 

She added that this is not any excuse and she knows what she did is so wrong. She even apologized to the moon so the regret and guilt could at least lower down.

Even he agreed that he knew there was no intention of hurting. However, it is so hard for me to forgive myself, she stated.

She claims that now she has fear that such things will affect her future life. She added, it is killing me from inside and is so horrible.

She said, even though she knows she is never going to repeat such a thing again, the regret is killing me from inside.

Even now they both had break and have even been so long for this.

“Sometimes life plants such things, and people have to learn to deal with it to lead a happy and contented life.”